Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Letter to Mr. Crush ( Revealing the HEART BEAT)

Dear,

I simply, don’t know from where to begin? But I know I have to and I express it this way…
I had been holding myself very still, holding a door shut, muting the music of my heart. I could never voice my feelings…

.... why was it so that my heart swelled with joy when you glanced smiling in my direction? How can a rhythm of a stride, sight in the doorway, soft humming voice cause the tides of a heart to ebb and to flow?

“Whose strides are these?
Whose is this music?
Who is calling me from million miles apart?
Oh! Who is this knocking at door of my heart? “

I’ve tried to convince myself, its an illusion. I must be imagining a feeling that does not exist. But, yes, I cannot deny, there has not been a moment when my heart has not whispered of your thoughts. It is as though, your every single move have cast a spell on me. My lips open for no word because my mind floats in your deep thoughts, and eyes are always dreaming of you.

“You are a companion
In my solitude
You are a paradise
Of this deserted life
You are an explanation
To my anonymous emotion
You are a blessing
To my only devotion “

This feeling is spontaneous. It has started never to stop. I don’t know what it is and why is it flowing in me? After my infinite trials, I’ve finally come to a conclusion. “I m in love”. Yes, world has named this feeling as love. Ah! How sweet is this word “love”.
…But, I fear, is this one sided amour? Does my love hold any significance for you? Do I exist in any part of your life? Do you even give a thought for me?

“You never tried to measure depth of my feelings
You never tried to listen Voice of my heart
You never tried to read Words for you in my eyes
You never tried to know There was a truth, in my every lies.”

I cannot seem to shake off this restless feelings………………..

Yours'
Dreamer

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